You know when you're wanting to do a million different things, and you're only one person, and you're also getting older?
That is where I am.
I want to do vanlife, camper-life, farmlife, travel.live.
All the things.
So much to do, so little time.
Sometimes programming and websites is a royal PITA...
All I want to do is make something nice, but, nooooo, webdev just gotta make it difficult.
Also, I learned what "Vibe Coding" is today. I am doing Vibe Coding..
And I am honestly very ok with it. I understand a lot of what it produces, but not everything... But that goes for shit I make myself too. :P
Good morning and good afternoon, and almost good evening!
Just popping in to keep this thing going.
Today has been a day. But it's been a ok day.
Got some important stuff sorted for a friend.
Or, partially sorted, the rest will have to be sorted when this step is finished. And it is a waiting game.
Ohyeah!
I recently turned 39! So that's great. Old as dirt and don't feel like life is going anywhere.
But!
Did I "splurge" on myself and let myself pay off my damned car? The car that is sitting in Norway, undrivable, while I live in Thailand?
Yes, yes I did.
So that is something positive! I like that. It's been weighing on my a while, and now it's done! And I also finally paid off my Samsung Tablet too, but that one was a coincidence and not something I did on purpose.
All in all, good birthday presents for myself.
I feel extremely guilty about not doing any twitch-streams anymore.
But there is just no energy for it at the moment.
I know the energy will come back one day, but it feels shitty to the little community that I did build while I was actively doing it.
I wanted to make it a part time gig for myself, and it is honestly probably more viable than the projects I am working on now... It's just easier to work on these projects with the uneven energy and uncertainty in life at this season of my life.
Going to Singapore soon though! Probably won't stay terribly long though. Just too expensive for my budget.
#rant/twitch #travel/singapore
I often have grand plans of *optimizing my workflow* and then just getting overwhelmed with it and losing concentration!
Researching optimization to the point of procrastination is most def a thing that I do.
Just got to keep reminding myself that "done is better than none" ...
#rant/work
One of my toxic traits is thinking I can finish huge projects, and then just fall of around halfway. Such a great feeling.
Currently balancing this microblog, a bigger more "pro" blog, and two sites that I hope to monetize eventually.
I like all of these projects, but I am also losing the drive.
Probably because I'm not already rolling in money on day 2 after the launch...
It's Stupid AF, and I know it.
But the feels get the best of me.
